..♥

Sun, 30 Aug 2009 01:51:25 GMT

This is dedicated to miss ~~learr lacsermaner~~</a>

this picture is hideous

lmao.

I love you and I hope this put a smile on your face because it sure put one on mine

Tue, 29 Jul 2008 20:18:37 GMT

So I've been hanging out with Chelsea lately and I'm so happy :-D

I really miss her, we used to be like friggan sisters and it sucks how people can just drift apart. But we are going to try and stay close because I do not want to lose her as a friend.

We went to the beach yesterday and I am just laying there tanning and Chelsea is talking to her guy friends and a bird friggan shits all over my stomach. EMBARASSING lol. it was disgusting but whatever.

And Watson texted me this morning, I miss him so much! so hopefully we will party it up soon, I miss my past!

Mon, 09 Jul 2007 15:24:14 GMT

Fireworks last night at Hayward. They were good, but it was fricken RAINING! Yeah me, brooke, and paige got soaked so we left a little early and on our walk back we all got FREE glow stick necklaces :-D

we had to pee really bad so we went to Apollon Pizza (which i swear the real name is apollo pizza but whatevs) and they only had one co-ed bathroom and it was occupied. Fuck waiting, so we all went in the Employee Men's Bathroom. I did a manly voice and was saying how my name was Bill. it was funny. After we went to CVS and got candy bars and pringles, then we went to Austin's for a party. Some pretty good people there, it was fun. Girls ruled at flip cup :) Then Shanee slept over since she is leaving again, and we got wendys mmmm...

today, i dont know what I'm doing. Possibly some shopping maybe, or hanging out with joshua.

Tue, 26 Jun 2007 05:56:39 GMT

Tue, 19 Jun 2007 23:57:09 GMT

School is over! finallllly! summer here i come!

1/2 day today, beach with Courtney, Josh, and Mike. Saw maddddddddddd heads there, it was a lovely time, but I am sunburnt as a mo-fucka.

This summer, I am planning for great memories because next year is my last year of high school. Scary, I dont know if I'm ready for college, but whatever. It's summertime and the livin's easy!

Peace! <3

Fri, 08 Jun 2007 00:45:47 GMT

I feel like I have changed so much since I started high school. Honestly, things are not even close to being the same as it used to be...it sucks but everything isn't all that bad. But Leahs journal made me think about it. How all of us have gone on in our seperate lives yet we still keep in some contact, but I wish the contact could be made better. I know how hard it is to have new friends and still keep the old ones, there isn't enough time to please everyone, so you have to try and please yourself as much as you can I suppose.

I never really understood that until the last month or so, ive just been reflecting on so much shit and I feel like I have learned so much just thinking about stuff like that. Yeah I miss a lot but I still have a lot. As long as you still keep those friends, close or not, it should all work out in the end. It's the effort that counts. And it doesnt matter if you hang out with them a lot, its quantity, not quality.

<3

EDIT: I meant to say "quality not quantity" lol apparently jen forgets to use her brain sometimes :-P

Thu, 03 May 2007 01:15:33 GMT

i need to find my charger for my digital camera! >:-O!

i dont take pictures anymore and it depresses me

Mon, 02 Apr 2007 03:12:21 GMT

I have such mood swings, ill be happy for a period of time then get wicked depressed thinking about everything wrong in my life.

we'll just see where life takes me the way i'm going right now. We'll see how my Florida trip will be during April vacation...fucking sucks its during the day of 4/20. I better find someone who smokes there, if not, i'm gunna have to make it up when I come back.

damn parking lots lol

Sat, 17 Mar 2007 00:05:24 GMT

why do guys only use me for ass?

I swear to god, I can never find one that actually wants a relationship

Wed, 21 Feb 2007 04:24:20 GMT

I finally have my license

bout time, but now that makes me reallllllly happy :) cuz now i can drive my car all the time

Tue, 13 Feb 2007 19:50:16 GMT

Life sucks ass.

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 03:00:51 GMT

So...it's about time I had a long meaningful journal entry. So here it goes:

I feel like I have no friends. I barely hang out with people I used to and I have to go through so much trouble to find plans on the weekends You may be thinking to yourself, what happened to Chelsea and Leah?

I don't even know. I guess it's cool to leave your best friend behind because now both of them are one of those friends I hang out with on the occasion. I don't know what I ever did to deserve any of this, I don't even bother confronting it to them anymore because all the times I have, they've never done anything about it. I'm constantly depressed...I'll be watching TV and start to think about everything, and then ill start crying. I barely ever cry because it takes a lot. But losing two of your BEST friends over boyfriends? I dont understand how someone could do that, or why its happened to me twice. I'm just tired of being sad and being alone.

Sun, 04 Feb 2007 16:53:34 GMT

Hey everyone...

I HAVE A CAR! :-D

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 20:59:44 GMT

I started reading a book on Friday and finished reading it on Tuesday.

It was about 400 pages.

I like reading.

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 03:26:10 GMT

I was reading a book and I came across these 2 quotes. They are very true...not about me personally.

"There are times in this life when the person you miss most is the person you used to be."

"But there are some people we'll never get back"

Mon, 08 Jan 2007 19:44:03 GMT

On wednesday....I am going to have over $1000 in the bank account, all earned and saved by...yours truly...ME!!

pretty exciting, but it's gunna waste quickly when I buy my car qand pay toa ctually get my license :(

Sun, 07 Jan 2007 15:53:24 GMT

ONE MONTH, till I am eligible for my license

come faster!

Wed, 03 Jan 2007 21:21:22 GMT

Happy New Year!

hopefully this year will be better than the last one :)

Sun, 31 Dec 2006 03:53:36 GMT

Ya know what? Fuck it, Im not going to worry about shit like that anymore. I'm just going to live my life to the fullest.

PLUS: it's a new year, and who knows what to expect out of it.

But I'm not going to worry about small stuff anymore, you wanna know why? Because high school is more than halfway over. I wanna remember my highschool being fun and not me being sad. Through highschool, friendships end, and new ones begin. Whatever. If you wanna stay friends with me after highschool, then great! let's do it up. but dont try to be my friend because I can see right through you.

whatever, I wanna be happy :-D so smoke it up and drink it down!

Tue, 26 Dec 2006 04:20:57 GMT

I feel so emo all the time, at times Im happy, but then I find something not to be happy about. It really sucks. I wasnt even too happy today and it's fricken christmas...I personally dont know what to do about it.

I really hate complaining through livejournal too, but I dont keep a real journal....well I have one but I dont write in it, but yeah. If you dont like my complaining, then dont read it.

But i feel like all my friends are drifting away from me and theres not much I can do about it. They all seem to be doing fine without me, which hurts the most.

but whatever

Mon, 25 Dec 2006 05:19:57 GMT

I never take pictures anymore, I really need to start. how am i supposed to remember my teenage years if I never take pictures anymore?

and I feel like im losing touch with another friend over a guy. apparently its not hoes before broz anymore :(

Sat, 23 Dec 2006 15:32:06 GMT

Christmas Vacation

Cant wait to see what happens

Sat, 16 Dec 2006 14:53:32 GMT

My mom got a camera developed from last year, here pics from homecoming 2005.

I like my hair color a lot...but I was an eyeliner fanatic, I'm not wearing eyeliner for an extremely long time. I tried doing it last night at work, but I looked gothic, especially cuz my hair is like dark brown right now.

Wed, 13 Dec 2006 01:38:42 GMT

Too much homework to do, not enough attention span.

too much school.

Christmas vacation soon, thank god. I only have to buy presents for 3 more people.

And im prolly not going to have enough money for a car, everytime I put a lot of money in the bank, I have to take more out. ughhh it sucks. I only have like $600 in there, and I still need $180 for road lessons, then another like $80-100 for my road test, then $30 to register it. Then there is car insurance.

ughhhhhhhhh why cant I be rich?

and i'm fat, I want to lose madd pounds.

Thu, 07 Dec 2006 22:11:10 GMT

Driving went well, for all of you that still read this :)

she said I drive too fast though, and I really suck at parking.

and omg im gettin deja vu really bad right now...ugh I always get it

anyways, parallel parking is at hard as it sounds. It took me like 80 tries, oh well. I'll prolly schedule my next one around christmas if I can.

And im going christmas shopping with brooke since im not even CLOSE to being done

<3333