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So I've been hanging out with Chelsea lately and I'm so happy :-D

I really miss her, we used to be like friggan sisters and it sucks how people can just drift apart. But we are going to try and stay close because I do not want to lose her as a friend.

We went to the beach yesterday and I am just laying there tanning and Chelsea is talking to her guy friends and a bird friggan shits all over my stomach. EMBARASSING lol. it was disgusting but whatever.

And Watson texted me this morning, I miss him so much! so hopefully we will party it up soon, I miss my past!

Fireworks last night at Hayward. They were good, but it was fricken RAINING! Yeah me, brooke, and paige got soaked so we left a little early and on our walk back we all got FREE glow stick necklaces :-D

we had to pee really bad so we went to Apollon Pizza (which i swear the real name is apollo pizza but whatevs) and they only had one co-ed bathroom and it was occupied. Fuck waiting, so we all went in the Employee Men's Bathroom. I did a manly voice and was saying how my name was Bill. it was funny. After we went to CVS and got candy bars and pringles, then we went to Austin's for a party. Some pretty good people there, it was fun. Girls ruled at flip cup :) Then Shanee slept over since she is leaving again, and we got wendys mmmm...

today, i dont know what I'm doing. Possibly some shopping maybe, or hanging out with joshua.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | Scary Movies
02 | Ghosts
03 | Spiders

THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | Courtney
02 | Josh
03 | Leah

THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | My friends
02 | Summer
03 | Sleeping

THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | school
02 | bitches
03 | ppl who make me repeat myself


THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | phone
02 | pen
03 | paintbrushes..idk why

THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | fillin this out
02 | thinking about how tired I am
03 | cracking my fingers

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | sky diving
02 | go to Europe
03 | change someones life

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | goofy
02 | loving
03 | crazy

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | "ya gay"
02 | "what the hell!"
03 | "dude"

THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | tomatoes
02 | chinese
03 | clam chowder

THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | diet coke
02 | water
03 | alcoholic beverages

THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | barney
02 | bobbys world
03 | lamb chop

THREE NAMES FOR MY CHILDREN COULD BE:
01 | idk
02 | i'm not
03 | ready to think

THREE CANDIES YOU CRAVE:
01 | almond joy
02 | butterfinger
03 | mounds

THREE MOVIES YOU WOULD SUGGEST:
01 | crank
02 | the illusionist
03 | terminator 2 & 3

School is over! finallllly! summer here i come!

1/2 day today, beach with Courtney, Josh, and Mike. Saw maddddddddddd heads there, it was a lovely time, but I am sunburnt as a mo-fucka.

This summer, I am planning for great memories because next year is my last year of high school. Scary, I dont know if I'm ready for college, but whatever. It's summertime and the livin's easy!

Peace! <3

I feel like I have changed so much since I started high school. Honestly, things are not even close to being the same as it used to be...it sucks but everything isn't all that bad. But Leahs journal made me think about it. How all of us have gone on in our seperate lives yet we still keep in some contact, but I wish the contact could be made better. I know how hard it is to have new friends and still keep the old ones, there isn't enough time to please everyone, so you have to try and please yourself as much as you can I suppose.

I never really understood that until the last month or so, ive just been reflecting on so much shit and I feel like I have learned so much just thinking about stuff like that. Yeah I miss a lot but I still have a lot. As long as you still keep those friends, close or not, it should all work out in the end. It's the effort that counts. And it doesnt matter if you hang out with them a lot, its quantity, not quality.

<3

EDIT: I meant to say "quality not quantity" lol apparently jen forgets to use her brain sometimes :-P

i need to find my charger for my digital camera! >:-O!

i dont take pictures anymore and it depresses me

I have such mood swings, ill be happy for a period of time then get wicked depressed thinking about everything wrong in my life.

we'll just see where life takes me the way i'm going right now. We'll see how my Florida trip will be during April vacation...fucking sucks its during the day of 4/20. I better find someone who smokes there, if not, i'm gunna have to make it up when I come back.


damn parking lots lol

why do guys only use me for ass?

I swear to god, I can never find one that actually wants a relationship

I finally have my license

bout time, but now that makes me reallllllly happy :) cuz now i can drive my car all the time